It started a few months ago, me thinking about you. I've started looking at adoption blogs again, cutting back on buying things we don't need and putting pennies into a jar.
Waiting.
Wishing.
Dreaming.
Longing.
While Finn plays I keep thinking something feels like it's missing.
& I'm pretty sure that thing missing is you.
....for a while now I have been wondering about you my little one. I wondered yesterday what you were doing that very moment.... and today I look up at the sky with Finn, eyes to the blue blue sky above us. He yells about the birds and as we laugh together I find myself wondering if you've seen sunlight yet and if you'll like to feed the ducks at the park too.
Where are you little one? Do you know your loved?
I wonder what kind of feet you'll have, if you'll have dimples like your brother.
I dream of you at night and hold you close to my heart.
I love you even though I haven't met you yet.
...& I can't wait to hold you in my arms.
Hugs and kisses.
Your mommy
