Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Hello sweet baby

Dear Baby,

It started a few months ago, me thinking about you.  I've started looking at adoption blogs again, cutting back on buying things we don't need and putting pennies into a jar.


While Finn plays I keep thinking something feels like it's missing. 
& I'm pretty sure that thing missing is you.  

....for a while now I have been wondering about you my little one. I wondered yesterday what you were doing that very moment.... and today I look up at the sky with Finn, eyes to the blue blue sky above us.  He yells about the birds and as we laugh together I find myself wondering if you've seen sunlight yet and if you'll like to feed the ducks at the park too.

Where are you little one? Do you know your loved?

I wonder what kind of feet you'll have, if you'll have dimples like your brother.
I dream of you at night and hold you close to my heart.
I love you even though I haven't met you yet.
...&  I can't wait to hold you in my arms.

Hugs and kisses.

Your mommy